ben on August 20th, 2008
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Tough morning at work day. Lots of stuff going on, lots of stress put on me. So, to unwind a bit during my lunch break, I decide to do some Bible reading. Today I found it particulary insightful, and a little funny if you read it a certain way. Part of my passage today was from Job 7, which, in the ESV, is titled “Job Continues: My Life Has No Hope.” Not the idealistic thing to read during lunch, but a little a funny in a macabre way. “Yes, I’m continuing in my job. Yes, it seems like there’s no hope. Ha. Ha.”

But, continuing on to the passage, I was reminded of something my Pastor often says during his sermons: Bible characters didn’t know they were Bible characters; they were people just like you and me, and reacted like normal people would. It’s easy for me to relate to the words of Job:

“Has not man a hard service on earth, and are not his days like the days of a hired hand? Like a slave who longs for the shadow, and like a hired hand who looks for his wages, so I am allotted months of emptiness, and nights of misery are apportioned to me. When I lie down I say, ‘When shall I arise?’ But the night is long, and I am full of tossing till the dawn. My flesh is clothed with worms and dirt; my skin hardens, then breaks out afresh. My days are swifter than a weaver’s shuttle and come to their end without hope. Remember that my life is a breath; my eye will never again see good. The eye of him who sees me will behold me no more; while your eyes are on me, I shall be gone. As the cloud fades and vanishes, so he who goes down to Sheol does not come up; he returns no more to his house, nor does his place know him anymore. “Therefore I will not restrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul. Am I the sea, or a sea monster, that you set a guard over me? When I say, ‘My bed will comfort me, my couch will ease my complaint,’ then you scare me with dreams and terrify me with visions, so that I would choose strangling and death rather than my bones. I loathe my life; I would not live forever. Leave me alone, for my days are a breath. What is man, that you make so much of him, and that you set your heart on him, visit him every morning and test him every moment? How long will you not look away from me, nor leave me alone till I swallow my spit? If I sin, what do I do to you, you watcher of mankind? Why have you made me your mark? Why have I become a burden to you? Why do you not pardon my transgression and take away my iniquity? For now I shall lie in the earth; you will seek me, but I shall not be.”

Who can’t relate to feeling like that on occasion? I know I can.

But thank I God for the good things in my life (wife, child, family, friends), and try to keep a good attitude towards the rest. I think it’s what Job would do, knowing how the story ends ;)

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